Joel's Journey: mercy is.....

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

mercy is.....

mercy is 3 years 4 months 10 days today
he was 3 years 4 months 10 days when we had to say
good-by.......for a little while
back in December I calculated this day
it feels odd
I had wanted to take special
pictures of mercy today
but somehow the camera
battery got misplaced
I can not figure that one out
she will only be this age for today
I had wanted to document it
with some photos for her later.....
oh, well
I am disappointed
guess I'll pray we find the battery
before the clock
strikes
12 pm

2 comments:

-stephanie- said...: Just prayed for a recovered camera battery.; July 29, 2009 at 3:14 PM
Teena said...: Cindy, praying with you that the battery is recovered before midnight. My heart hurts with you... I understand you trying to capture THIS day... THIS time.

HUGS.... you are in my thoughts and prayers.

blessings,
Teena; July 29, 2009 at 5:13 PM

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Joel's Story

Joel, our 11th of 13 and a twin of Josiah, at age 3 was diagnosed with Neuroblastoma, a childhood cancer, on December 6th, 2006. Joel had three perfect years of health and he and Josiah celebrated their 3rd birthday Sept. 13th, 2006. The first of Oct. Joel started having unexplained fevers for a few days and would return to active play. After the fourth round of fevers we took him to our family Dr. which they said his iron was low, so we treated that for a few weeks and took him back only to have his hemo. showing lower than before. We were referred to a hematologists and saw him a few weeks with blood checks twice a week. At a visit on Dec. 4th we showed the Dr. the bumps, (which were tumors but we did not know at the time) on Joel's head and he was very concerned and we were told we needed to admit him immediately and start extensive tests the following day. Joel went through rigorous testing and then the dreaded results were given. Joel was at a stage IV the most extensive stage, but we were hopeful that the Lord would use the means of Chemotherapy treatments to restore Joel's body. Joel endured 8 1/2 days in the hospital, came home for Christmas, and returned for his second round of chemo Jan. 3, 2007. Joel had a seizure that night after midnight and went into a coma due to a tumor bleeding in his head area and causing his brain to swell. After tests the following days, the Dr. declared Joel "brain dead" and took us to court to force us to take Joel off life support, as we did not agree with the medical field's definition of death. Our family sought to stand with the scripture, "life is in the blood,"and until Joel's heart quit beating naturally, he was living. We were making arrangements to bring him home and on January 23, 2007 his little heart stopped beating and he went to be with the Lord Jesus in heaven. Our lives are changed forever. God is faithful in the midst of this trial and we look with great hope to be with him someday.