Monday, October 5, 2009

a testimony to share......

I have been waiting a month to share this testimony with you all!! Back on December 12, 2008, I wrote the paragraph below in a post...........

Well, Elijah got the garden all plowed up with the rent tractor, looks like a BIG area out there!! When you live on a farm it just seems a tractor is a "need." We had one for many years but just used it to death, so now we rent one as needed until God provides. We have been praying for about 4 years at least. Elijah, every night makes this request when we gather together as a family and now he even has the little ones say "pray for tractor." I remember Joel and Josiah speaking those words but in their very little voices. Elijah has to be a man of faith, he has already bought a plow, a hay spike and a harrow with his own money for the future tractor. Now you might call that presumption, but I think I will call it faith!! So I share this bit of history with you because when the Lord provides I want you to be able to remember how long the prayers have been prayed and may it be a story and testimony for you to not give up. We do not know when the Lord will answer, maybe soon, maybe in years, but Elijah has taken a step of faith and put the "cart before the horse.
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So here is a testimony unto our Great God.......

On Sept. 4th, last month, we were all sitting around the dinner table finishing up and the dogs began barking, I went over and looked out the window and there was a car. I could not tell who it was yet, so I went outside and walked towards the car. It was Freda, a widow neighbor that lives about 1 1/2 miles away. She is the lady that has let us put our cows on her land for no charge and on occasion Elijah goes over and mows for her. We really do not see her that much. As she sat in the car and some of the children started spilling out form the house, she said she came over to talk and "make a deal!" She wanted to get out, so I helped her make it over to the patio and we sat down. By now everyone is sitting around and listening to her. She is mostly directing her talk to Elijah and says she wants to make a deal, do some business, but she said looking to Terry, " I am glad your here too, but it looks like he is pretty smart, (referring to Elijah) She says she's in the process of getting things squared away and many people have wanted to buy her tractor, but she just was not ready yet. So we have a hint that the tractor is the business and Elijah's eyes are BIG as GOOSE EGGS with excitement!!!! But first she goes on a rabbit chase of talking about many things, people who lived out here, the railroad, how her and her husband built our house some 40 years ago and I can not even remember all the stuff she was saying. She finally comes back to the tractor and says she wants to sell it to Elijah. She tells us all about it, she just got it out of the shop and its all ready to go. Elijah had seen the tractor over there and even mentioned one time if she was going to sell it. He knew it was a great tractor!!! It was so hard to sit and be patient because she kept taking about many other things. She was even close to getting up and leaving but she had not mentioned the price yet, so she remembered and said she wanted a certain price and told us it came with a brush hog, a tiller and a box blade! Elijah bout fell out of his seat at this point and said, "I'll buy your tractor!" She told him, he could pay some now and some later and Elijah said I can write you a check now. She got a kick out of that and said, "I did not know you were so rich!!" She went on to say that she would get some papers ready and we would hear from her next week. Her house and land is near us but she lives in town because of her health. She is smart as a whip but she has difficulties getting out in weather and she is not suppose to drive but she said, she does. Several things came up, weather and her not feeling good so we had to wait when she was ready and she had a couple of things she wanted done around her place with the tractor. Finally this last Friday she calls Elijah and says she will meet him at the land and he can get the tractor and all the implements. What a day he was waiting on!!!!!!!!! SO WE HAVE A TRACTOR!!!!! And it was a major good price!!!!! This is an amazing answer to a prayer that has been prayed for soooooo long. I know we have prayed for a tractor in the evenings for all of Josaih's life, so that's 6 years. It has not been an easy wait at times, we've rented tractors and questioned why we had to wait so long when farm work needs done with a tractor, Elijah has thought, "I'm just gonna go buy one!" (let the bank buy it) But besides the wait, this is a great "stone" for all our family! God does answer prayer. Its really kinda funny how it all happened, it literally came to our "door!!" I told Elijah the other night, "don't say God doesn't open the windows of heaven and drop things down." Elijah has worked and saved for a Loooonnnnngg time. He has looked, researched and read about everything about tractors. This one will be a great tractor for our farm. Its a Kubota, 26 horsepower with 4 WD, has the front loader which was a real need for farm work. It will be a major blessing come winter and the big round hay bales need moving around. Last year we had to ask folks to help with their tractor. We are so thankful and wanted to share what the Lord hath done!! We want it to be an encouragement for YOU NOT to give up, but keep asking, seeking, knocking!!! A desire fulfilled is a tree of life!! Keep going back and back as the widow, yet with an attitude of "according to your will." Hope your hearts are blessed!




P.S. Keep your eyes open for Bethany's blog and all her goatie and new buck info.....exciting!!!!





testimony winner........

We have a winner!!!!!

Jessica

(from Indiana)
here is her testimony

I grew up in a family in which my father did not go to church most of the time. My mom took us children often enough and a seed was planted. I had many wayward years as a teenager, and finally made a commitment to follow the Lord in my early 20s. I got married a couple of years later and my husband and I always went to church on Sundays, but we've grown in the Lord by leaps and bounds ever since we left the institutional church (and began fellow shipping in a house assembly). I praise the Lord for a man who is willing to think and live outside the "box."

(thank Andrew, he drew your name out!!)

email me, 13 blessings@sbcglobal.net

Thank you for sharing what God has
done in your lives!!!!

Your ALL "WINNERS!!"
because of Jesus!






P.S. I 'll be back a little later......I have an EXCITING post of our Great God!!!!!!













Saturday, October 3, 2009

told you so.......



Told you so........Look at ALL these tomatoes and jalapenos and there is still MORE out there!! Its hard to believe they are doing better now than the summer.

Ok.....whats the deal????? all you have to do is share your testimony!!! and you could be up for a gift, its a good gift, I promise!!!! There has to be more than 4 people out there that the Lord has opened their "eyes !!" Come on......it'll be encouraging to all of us!!! You can share on this post or go to the one below and leave your comment about your testimony, and your name will be in the hat for a gift!!!

And the cookies were oh so good.........






Friday, October 2, 2009

what would you want?

**** Tulsa State Fair Update***** Along with the first place and reserved champion I mentioned at the bottom of this post, they also placed 2nd, 3rd and 4th in one class of 13 which we had three goats in, another class of 14 Bethany placed 1st place and then they take the 1st placers and out of those she got Grand Champion. She mentioned a few more wins but I was not able to get all the info on those!!!! Thank the Lord and way to go, Besh and goat girls:)

****Farm update**** Micah and the little's just went out and picked tomatoes again.......83 pounds of them.......what am i gonna dooooooooo??????????


When Jesus mentions a mother or a woman in scripture, I am always interested. I am thankful that He gives us particular attention. Like the mother of the sons of Zebedee, it says she was "desiring a certain thing of him." (Matt.20:20) He knows we are the weaker vessel, he knows we "run" by emotions many times, he knows we tend to desire requests that in our thinking we really need or want and yet he lovingly protects and provides what is good in his sight for us. I am so thankful for the privilege that we can "ask" him, but what if He were to "ask" us like he did with the two blind men, And Jesus stood still, and called them, and said, " What will ye that I shall do unto you?" ( Matt.20:32) What would we say?

would we want more money?
a different job?
live in a different place?
better health?
healing of an illness?
a vehicle?
more friends?
taller, skinnier, change personal features?
more children?
travel here and there?
a tractor? :)
resources to finish ALL projects? :)
land?
academics?
degrees and status?
a wife? :)
new furniture?
books?
* and we could just go on and on...........

Many of these would be of eternal value, some pleasures, some convenience and some it will not matter in eternity at all. What a great Jesus we have that we can make our requests known. But even of these, it would not compare to the request and desire of these two fellows that were blind and the implication of the spiritual need. They wanted a physical healing and Jesus granted and had compassion on them. But as I thought, the greatest thing that we can ask for in this life is," that our eyes may be opened, like they requested in the scripture. First we need Jesus in salvation, to see our "need" for him, forgiveness of our sin, then secondly we need to see Jesus in His Word, that our eyes be opened to his truths, commands and promises. Along with the other requests, lets ask him to "open our eyes" to his fullness, his wisdom, his majesty and sovereignty and all of Who he is!

I thought it would be encouraging if you make a comment and tell us when the Lord "opened you eyes" and saved you. If you remember a date, or your age, or anything about when Jesus saved you! You need to leave your name because I am going to take all the names and draw for a giveaway for a gift. We'll go through Mon. the 5th at noon.

School, cleaning, figuring out dinner. No pictures, Anna is gone to goat show. We did make cookies yesterday.....fun!! And they dashed out the door and said "thank you!!!" Made me think if the 10 lepers and one was grateful, it makes my heart happy when something so small is said, not because I deserve it but because they are learning to show gratefulness to others for investing in their lives, we need gratefulness if we are young or old!!

*****Terry just called and said Bethany got First place in one class!!!!!!!!!********* And Reserved Grand Champion!!!!!

Oh.....Happy Ist Anniversary to Dave and Kate!!!!












Thursday, October 1, 2009

October.......

October 8, 2006
(taken with an old camera)

I do not think I will ever come to the month of October and not remember and think about how this was the "beginning," but we did not even know at the time, just some fevers......who would have thought what lay ahead. When I remember these next four months, I think like this, October/fevers, Nov/ leg hurts, Dr. visits, Dec/ cancer diagnoses, Jan/death. Whoever thought or came up with the phrase, "time heals," must have ONLY been a by-stander of facing death, not a participant, I miss Joel more now it seems. As I see Josiah "loving life" and all that his little life embraces, I miss it everyday for Joel. To this day, I can not answer "why's, why us?" But what I seek to do each day is trust, trust the One that created Joel, trust the One that is all wise, trust the One that gives a hope that I will see my little boy again one day. In the meantime, I still cry, I still wish, I run my fingers over the things he left behind and say to myself, he really was here and he really did wear this or play with that, I love him still!!!

Today, people are scattered in all places. Caleb, Daniel, Elijah and Micah are working/framing a house. Bethany, Terry, Andrew and Anna went to the Tulsa State fair/Nubian goat show and they will not be back until Friday evening late! I am here with the 5 littles!! We are going to accomplish school today, but maybe not this morning. Maybe we'll make some "Fall Cookies" today! Working on my salsa too. Terry picked green beans again this morning!

Not much else.......




Little Boy In Time

The days are continuing on....

People are born, a little boy is gone

Time gives no thought

To the aching heart death has brought

Laughing, talking, on paths people go
Some sharing truth, sin others sow

O, please time, won't you stand still for me

But it goes on, my Joel will not come back and be

In days and years that go fleeting
A little boy they will not remember meeting

My heart wants all those here and there
Forget not a little boy, but time isn't fair

My little boy has lived his time in history
The Father's will, a mystery

They will not know my little boy lived and died
Except, a glimpse, for tears I can not hide

Maybe someday far away or near
The family in eternity will remember a little boy so dear

But now.... as I see the people in a mass

They remember not a little boy in my past

If I look in others eyes as I go
They too, have stories to be told

Goodbyes were said, and deaths they faced
But my little boy they cannot place

Comfort I must take, as others will never know
My Father knew of him, my little boy he holds!!

I Love You, Joel