Wednesday, November 25, 2015

it never leaves....

It comes like a phantom. I never know when it will strike. I heard the electrocardiogram monitor again. The beeps and then the lonnnnnng beep and he was gone. it makes me where I can't breath. I mean I'm just laying down to go to bed and then it just happened. 

The holidays will never be the same. The holidays are tough. 

The kids are looking forward to our annual advent activities. I'm still gathering ideas and plans. 




2 comments:

Daniel and Jaynee Lockwood and Family said...

:(

Teena said...

hugs my friend. Always thinking about you and your Joel.