tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9021807776846074767.post3885169697214432732..comments2023-10-31T10:54:39.701-05:00Comments on Joel's Journey: Sunday's...... The Morris Familyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09317663337648115903noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9021807776846074767.post-89516108078265194612009-03-16T09:14:00.000-05:002009-03-16T09:14:00.000-05:00Cindy,I have really been meditating on Psalm 77 la...Cindy,<BR/><BR/>I have really been meditating on Psalm 77 lately. It talks about what you just shared. All of the whys....I am like you...I just pray that God will remove those seeds of bitterness, doubt, anger, on and on. Sometimes I see little "shoots" coming up (sin) and I have to quickly clip them off or I will give into those thoughts and be a terrible person to be around.<BR/><BR/>God is good and it is only by His mercy that I have anything. I look at people who still have their parents, those still having children, those who never lost a child, etc.. I get really sad....but then I have to redirect my thinking to the fact that I really don't deserve anything but hell and it is only by God's grace that I had those people with me for the time that I did. I will see them again. I pray for more children and I get sad at God when I look at how Samuel is going to be 4 and he is my youngest. But, I am so thankful that I have what I have. I could've had none. It is just a continual process of falling and getting back up on the rock. God's grace is sufficient for me and I have to keep going back to that. The hard part is when I stay off the rock for too long.The Cole Familyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01666995276344004034noreply@blogger.com